Bluesie and Blessed

You know, sometimes a person just feels blue. That is where I am right about now...and I can't really pinpoint the reason. Sure, our taxes are done and we are getting a little back (half of which we'll get an IOU from California for)...but it wasn't what I was hoping for; what I was planning for. Sure, I evaluated a few things, and have determined with our financial cuts that have been hoisted upon us, God's grace will be our only hope for provision. Sure, I've also read the headlines about California's incredible budget, paled in comparison only by the budget Obama has on the books. Oh, let's not mention the pregnancy hormones making their way into my daily activities. I do have some things to be bummed about (not listed here). I also recognize all of the incredible blessings I have to be thankful for. Maybe I'm emotionally schizophrenic right now. LOL - Oh my crazy, crazy pregnant brain. I fear this is just the beginning of my CPMS - Crazy Pregnant Momma Syndrome.